Sailing Responsibles

The word RESPONSIBLE is about a person capable of response. The person response-able is RESPONSIBLE and the ablity to response is RESPONSIBILITY.

WELL, THAT WAS ABOUT RESPONSE AND ITS ABILITY.

WHAT TO SAY NEXT IS A FORM OF RESPONSIBLE THAT SOMEONE SOMEWHERE ORDERS ME.
A REALISATION OF MISTAKE OF ITS FORM, A PREDICTION OF FUTURE AND A BLUNDER, OF COURSE LIES SHATTERED.

HOW IT WAS? HOW IT COULD BE? HOW AND WHEN?

THESE APPEAR FAR AWAY.
THOUGH THAT IS NEAR AND TRUE OF SIGHT.

RESPONSIBLES ARE RESPONDABLE AND SO I TURNED MY EYES FROM LIFE.
I TURNED IRRESPONSIBLE AND AMATEUR IN SENSE.

SO, WHATEVER T'WAS, T'WAS A MISTAKE AND I MYSELF ONLY BLAME MYSELF FOR THIS DRAWBACK.

I AM NOT HAPPY NOR SAD BUT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A QUESTION IN MY MIND....
WHY WAS I SO IRRESPONSIBLE?