Of course,its mine

Of course, its mine.
In the all, falling from imaginary heights, slipping from steepy visions, living from the help from besides.
Hope if you can see this speechless rainbow of words gliminishing the entire world of some expectations.
Well, i dont consider intelligence of one being extremely known to books , thats all.


This time there are number of topics pinching my mind and soul. But anyhow, thats nothing special.

My expression will say it all...
My face will say it all....
And so as i...

Really lost...

I can't believe, i just can't believe it had happened. Its been a week , i had lost my cousin brother, the patient of macmillian cancer in England. What piece of human was he! Never he lied, his heart was so kind. Everytime he use to gift me each time he would come to India. Its been only 3 months that we were together. Together at every move. We watched movies at night, rome through the city and the scene at Ambala chat house cannot be forgotton anyhow. I was unknown to what was running in his mind, but he didn't objected it. When i asked him'' won't you be coming october?'' He said'' I may be having an important work to do.'' ah, thats what a thing really lost and what cannot be fulfilled anyhow....

I had a dream in which i saw that my blog was my house. Some visitors visited my house and whatever they saw was very amusing. The drawing room was completely empty with no sort of sofas and all. But the house had full sort of valuables. Later when they saw the kitchen , they went for a shock- The kitchen was designed with pretty advanced technology, floored with special italian marble, panoramic cameras store for the whole house, charming crytal clean utensils and undoubtedly, the best electrical appliances. With all that i saw was really confusing, But later i came to understand its meaning, hope can you....

Do it needs to be serious to say something serious?
Do it needs to happy to say something happily?

These questions are sort lagging beside but in intension.

Now,
A book says that all adolensces have similar type of behaviour as claimed by their study, and its sometimes right also.

Can't it be different in some 'exceptions'?

I dont know what i am going to conclude with this post, and i dont know how it will be.

But i am still writing.

I cannot enchance my blog with pictures, links and other multimedia attachments.

But i am writing.

I cannot surely illustrate what i am trying to illustrate.

But i write.

I want to bring life to the words.

Thats why i write.

The night use to surrender each time but rises again, never dies of hunger.

The stream is ever-flowing and ever lasting with freshness and purity.

So, here i feel i am on the wrong side of the tracks, with risks and new expectations...

So, what should i do, if:-
I found myself in the middle of something,
I dont know where are the yarns of success,
I am unable to bear the diversity of undue matters,
I wont't be able to retain my possession,
I won't be able to EXPRESS WHAT I FEEL,
I won't be able to spot the truth in me.
....
The list is never ending.
I try to sort out some questions in me if
THIS SITUATION IS FACED BY EVERYONE?

Is anyone there to listen something commentless?

Is anyone there to seek the truth?

Soon, i will be introducing 'The Five Acquisitions' .
A literacy companion trying to illustrate the ' REALITY' and trying to 'SHIFT THE INFINITY'.
I eager to share it with you all...

Empty handed

A place where software asks for our comments, empty handed.
A place where emotions takes place in formality from the person,empty handed.
A place where the river of information is flowing for the person, empty handed.

A place where blogging is done ,for the information empty handed for better results....

Cross your heart

Cross your heart,if believe thats my fault.
The fault of not being there when you needed my help, my presence. From the thing that made you apart from me, though we were so close then to bring the productivity out of nothing. I am sorry its like that. Sorry for what i under-estimated.
I want my profession back as a leader , as an instructor for those who really wish me to be there. Hope you understand...